OMG. I just walked away from chocolate ganache cake. CHOCOLATE GANACHE SUPREME CAKE!!!
I walked in and saw it on the table. And thought, oh, well I'll just have one little bite. But no, that will still make me feel like crap. I hate that feeling. That sugar rush gone bad...it's like a bad trip (I guess). I get irritable and super tired and I won't get any work done. But it tastes so goooood...
But so does 64 lbs lost. Might I add, there were brownie bites on the table too.
Showing posts with label Weight loss. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Weight loss. Show all posts
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Today
It's been a while, bloggo world...I've been reading a lot of blogs again, so here goes...
Currently I'm trying to get back on track with the whole losing weight thing...and I'm trying to wrap my head around if it can be done! I have so many influences from so many places, and so many important people in my life, it's hard to process it all. Plus dating. Blargh.
I had some great advice this week...focus on today. I think, well, I know, that I live too far in the future, I'm always thinking about what will be instead of what is, where I should be by what point, how much weight I should lose by such time, not only is it unrealistic, it's down right exhausting.
Earlier in the year I decided that I was going to change some things. So here I go again. I'm not going to live like that any more. I'm going to focus on what I can do today, maybe tomorrow, and that's it.
Someone recently told me "it's just weight, it's just weight". I guess it is, but it feels like a lot more than that, and it's easier said than done. I don't have to obsess about how long it will take, or where I'll be in six months, or fear failure because I haven't gotten to whatever point. It's today right now, it will be later later.
Currently I'm trying to get back on track with the whole losing weight thing...and I'm trying to wrap my head around if it can be done! I have so many influences from so many places, and so many important people in my life, it's hard to process it all. Plus dating. Blargh.
I had some great advice this week...focus on today. I think, well, I know, that I live too far in the future, I'm always thinking about what will be instead of what is, where I should be by what point, how much weight I should lose by such time, not only is it unrealistic, it's down right exhausting.
Earlier in the year I decided that I was going to change some things. So here I go again. I'm not going to live like that any more. I'm going to focus on what I can do today, maybe tomorrow, and that's it.
Someone recently told me "it's just weight, it's just weight". I guess it is, but it feels like a lot more than that, and it's easier said than done. I don't have to obsess about how long it will take, or where I'll be in six months, or fear failure because I haven't gotten to whatever point. It's today right now, it will be later later.
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